Sometimes, i am curious to know what really goes on in the minds of serial killers and all those criminals. As in, what really led them to commit these crimes? I do wonder, if they deem their actions as normal. I mean, honestly, when they are young, they probably would have been educated regarding carrying out such acts. Why would they then commit such crimes?

At times, i wonder if someone out there is creating this invention that could read people's minds. I know that it appears to be very silly and childish to think of that, but honestly, don't we all (at some point in life) would want to know what the other party is thinking? It could be a very quixotic quest, to create such an invention, but if something similar really did existed, we all probably would want to lay our hands on it.

And i would like to know, how do you define judgmental?

It just dawned on me that in two week's time, i am gonna start work.

Christmas is approaching! Well, Christmas Day to be exact. The festive mood has been around since God knows when. I'm thinking of getting some gifts for people, but i think it's kind of late now. Considering the fact that its four days from Christmas and i have no head start in doing stuffs. Neither do i have the financial capability to buy so many items at one go. So... Hahaha.

Anyway, gonna apply for driver's license later. I'm eighteen! Yes, since about two months and a few days ago. (Though i know i have the mind of a sixteen year old = immature) The thought of being able to sit behind the steering wheel and being in full control of the car is indeed exciting (and scary) Haha. All the best for me though :D

Today passed really quickly (well, at least to me) I was at Ikea at Tampines. My first time there ever since it opened. Yes, i know it was a really long time since it opened. Haha, it's okay to say that i have no life. Anyway, there were some really interesting stuffs that they sell. And i love some of the showrooms that they have there. I was thinking of getting a new bed since the one that i have now is almost as old as me. Hmm, actually, i'm thinking of revamping my entire room. Like re-paint the walls and maybe get a new bed frame and stuff like that. But of course, these thoughts will never materialize without money. At the moment, my family is really broke due to the recent US trip. So, it will not happen anytime soon. My study table like is piled with all my files and random stuffs that i bought. I am like too lazy to clear them and ever since A levels ended, i just chuck my files and let them pile up on my table. So there is like a huge mountain of papers on my table. Roar.

Okay. I suck. Big time.

I want to try something new.

Im finally back from US. It was a really awesome trip! Plus, we got to see snow :DDD So i didn't sleep for the entire night since in US, it would be afternoon. And, i was really alert and couldn't sleep anyway. So i went to help my mom unpack the luggage and to sort out the gifts from people. And guess what. On the very first day there, my mom bought 7 Coach bags. Yeah, SEVEN! All at one go, from the same shop. Amazing huh. Apparently, it was for her colleagues. So we ended up having an entire luggage filled with Coach bags. Lol.

Describe yourself:

I would like to say that i can be a little introvert at times. Well, there are days when i feel like not talking to anyone and simply enjoy the moment of being alone. There are many things that you can do alone though, without people thinking that you are weird. Firstly, you can go to the toilet! I mean, it is common for people to go to the toilet in pairs or groups (quite often, this applies to females) and it is also normal for people to go to the toilet alone. Okay, i think this would be a poor example. Haha. Anyway, i feel that being alone does not necessarily mean that you are weird or a loner. It could simply being that you would like to enjoy that moment being alone and appreciate the simple things around us that could go unnoticed whenever we decide to go back to our hectic lives.

At times though, i may appear to be an extrovert. Maybe a little too much at times. I can find even the most simple action hilarious and laugh my heart out. Or i could crack a joke that more often than not, only i would understand and thus, me laughing by myself. Or i could just be doing silly actions and making silly remarks. Well, i would say that it usually depends on my mood on that particular day, or perhaps the people that i am with at that moment. Or, it could also depend on the time of the day. I am not a morning person, so i am not one to be trifled with in the morning. I would most probably mumble something incomprehensible or get irritated and snap at you.

FLYING OFF TO US IN ABOUT SEVEN HOURS MORE! WOOHOO!

My eyelids are like drooping. I feel damn tired. I can't hold out much longer despite the fact that im flying off to States in less than half a day's time. I am off to sleep. I am tired.

I am dead tired. Set off from home at 9.45am to meet kiesha and nicole. Had macs for breakfast! As usual, i ordered the usual, which would be hotcakes. Walked around Plaza Sing and strolled along the streets of Orchard Road. It then hit us that we can finally waste our time walking aimlessly and simply doing nothing. So we walked (aimlessly) around Centrepoint and finally, decided to chill out at Starbucks (they were hoping to make me hungry so that i would buy a drink) I had to leave early for piano lessons, and afterwhich, went down to J8 to meet my mom and get a bag for the US trip. Headed down to meet Gui Ru and Yong Le. As usual, i was late. I have to change this annoying habit of mine, always late for outings and such. We ate at this vegetarian restaurant and after a relatively long time, we decided to head over to Heartland Mall (which was nearby) to have dessert. Chatted there and cam-whore a little before heading home.

Ah, i have to start saving money. I keep squandering away my savings on useless and impractical stuffs.

A LEVELS HAVE OFFICIALLY ENDED! But honestly, i did not get that excited feeling nor feel relieved. Well, i guess it's probably because i got that feeling long time ago after physics paper 3. Haha. Now is the time where i can finally lie in my bed for that few extra minutes or sleep earlier without feeling the guilt of not studying. I can finally read all the books that i want to read! I managed to go Queenstown library yesterday to borrow some books by Ann Rule and another book titled, " The top ten evil people" or something of that sort. Hah! Now, i have all the time to read! And i would be leaving this friday! Omg, that is like super fast. Time really flies. My school was having the Shanghai Immersion Trip organised by the math department and they are leaving this friday too. Hmm, cool. Lol.